Hello if you are reading! This will be a blog for me to keep records of weight loss and the pain and happiness I will get from the results...it is also just safe place to put my thoughts :)
It is true I was anorexic before, it was very scary time but also time of much joy, and it is strange how much emptier my days seem without the thoughts of what to eat and how to avoid meals, it was like a game for me, a game with prizes I loved. I am going to the university in October, and it is like new life for me, I want to be as beautiful, smart and thin as I can to go.
Right now I was having very little discipline and I fattened out to 55kg for my height of 1.68m (it is "healthy" weight but I hate it). I like seeing my bones and being like a reed, delicate and pretty. For me when I am fat, I am a pig with no discipline and no elegance. No more, friends!
Lowest weight I was: 45kg
Highest weight I was: 57kg
Step 1 weight: 52kg
Step 2 weight: 50kg
Step 3 weight: 48kg
Perfect weight: 45kg
Today I am not eating anything until 8 o'clock of the evening!
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